Wednesday, February 28, 2007
My health is deteriorating. (stomach still stirring now as usual) I get tired very easily. No energy to exercise. =/
Suddenly I think of him. Should I let him know what's happening? Does he still care?
No msg from him since..countless days ago.
Maybe I scare him off. Shrugz. Never mind then. But though I wanted to let go, I still look at our neoprint on my lappy everyday. Silly me.
Tomorrow is the day when the truth will be out. I don't pray for the best. In fact I wish..it can help me be relieve of my unhappiness. I wanted something to happen..so I can be off..prepared and peacefully. I just want my parents to be healthy. In the meantime, I want to earn more money so I can give to them when I am off.
;11:11 PM