&Looking for joy;
Sunday, February 25, 2007
As I was typing this entry, my stomach is there STIRRING away like nobody business.
To those who were not aware of what was happening to me, well I had been sick. For the past 3 months. Now it got worst.
This stupid don't know what kinda illness had been turning my life upside down. Firstly, I had not been doing well in school attendance and projects. I had failed terribly in my expectations in this area.
And I had already taken 3 weeks sick leave, felt terribly bad towards my students. Esp those who missed me and wrote me a get well 'card'. Super duper sweet of a 4 year old ok.
Today finally went to do a full body check up. Drew out my blood, going to do 23 tests. The medicines were expensive. All in all $200. After that been terribly sick, lied on bed whole day did nothing. For once I did not exercise for a day. Record breaking. Felt soo fat.
Ya fat. I grew double in size. This stupid illness is making me put on weight. Like crazy. I hate you. I don't want you in my body. I don't need you to stay in my stomach and stir, for whatever reasons. You better get out now. (I'm acting brave. But I knew I'm surrending to you. You win. I don't want to suffer anymore. Let me die then.)

;10:29 PM


Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
3 parts crazyiness
1 part empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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    • WORDS TO PONDER - LOVE



    "You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."
    "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, its what you are expecting to give - which is everything."
    "Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you. Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you."
    "It was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
    "If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
    "The only abnormality is the incapacity to love."
    "A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."
    "The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find it them."