&Looking for joy;
Friday, March 16, 2007
Utterly extremely sad. What other word can I use instead of sad? I'm feeling more than the meaning of sad by thousands millions times.
I'm officially out of aps. Jobless. So where will my money come from? My expenses? My fees? I want to knock my head against the wall. I'm going to be soooooooooooo poor from now on.
Another thing thats also affecting me greatly. I miss my students. Esp Nikolas, Gabriel, Toby and Glenn. I cried for a moment. They are very dear to me, I hate to leave them.
I really love this job a lot. Thats why I've been holding on to it till now, 3 years. From the weekly long trainings under the sun, enduring the hot and cold weather, from the $7/hr pay to what I have now. Its a long journey, but I enjoy every moment. I love this job more than anything else in the world you know.
Now I have nothing. I feel like half of me is gone. Its a painful and heart piercing decision. Can anyone understand how I'm feeling now? The pain? The misery?
*sobbing in my heart*

;11:18 PM


Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
3 parts crazyiness
1 part empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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    • WORDS TO PONDER - LOVE



    "You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."
    "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, its what you are expecting to give - which is everything."
    "Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you. Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you."
    "It was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
    "If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
    "The only abnormality is the incapacity to love."
    "A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."
    "The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find it them."