http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com/quiz/happiness/
44.4% / Dissatisfied
Your score shows that you are generally dissatisfied with your life. Perhaps there are some aspects of your life that aren't going your way, or maybe it's that one key area (or two) that is facing a crisis such as a divorce or unemployment. But whatever the case, take heart in the knowledge that life is a bumpy ride, and most of the time things will eventually improve.
However, if feelings of dissatisfaction with your life persist and you find yourself underperforming and distracted by your unhappiness, then some changes might be in order. For example, try to have a more positive outlook on life or talk to a counsellor or friend.If you have an overly-competitive tendency, it's also important to refrain from pushing yourself too hard. Try to spend more time with your loved ones. And remember to set realistic goals for yourself because satisfaction will only come when the things you want are actually achievable.

http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com/quiz/depression/
What's Eating You: Clinical Depression
You are showing some of the classic symptoms of clinical depression. Also termed unipolar depression or major depression, this disorder can occur in episodes - once, twice, or more times in a lifetime. Individuals diagnosed with clinical depression have some or all of the symptoms below for a least 2 weeks to several months or longer:

Persistent sadness or anxiety for no practical reasons
Loss of interest in pleasurable activities (activities that were once enjoyed by the person).
Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, hopelessness and pessimism.
Restlessness or excessive crying
Abnormal sleep patterns (insomnia or sleeping too much).
Fatigue, loss of enthusiam for life.
Thoughts of death or suicide, or suicide attempts.


Blood test. Again.
This young nurse seem inexperienced. It was so painful. With blue black.
But I like it.

P/s: I'm into disappearing act.


Feeling so frustrated and helpless la.
My cousin.
I don't know what I can do.
I don't want her to do this. Besides being very disgusting...can she stop hurting herself. I hate to see the pool of blood.


Found this in the net. So true!
25
Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.
Its like..100% accurate man. Every statement.
So this is mi!!!!!
Check out http://web.singnet.com.sg/~ng888/birthday.html for yours!


Hmm I've some things bottomed up inside me.
I want to talk to someone about it.
But who can I trust?
Who can I speak to about the topic comfortably?
I cannot even tell my parents.
Who. Who. Who.


Wah so nice talking to Alzrin!! My long time best-est primary schoolmate.
He sat behind me.
Always there to hear my grumbles and complaints.
Without much words. Just his presence was enough.
I had a weird fetish back then.
I liked to pinch people when I was in a bad mood!
And. He was the one who always let me pinched!
Good eh. Where to find such a good friend.
The conversation was great! We chatted for hours.
I love it.
Cheerios my friend. We shall meet soon!


Right. Zoo. Everyone went to the zoo.
The people closest to me.
But I was not involved in the wonderful trip.
Thanks.
I don't want to go le.


Why is everyone going to the ZOO?!
Looks like there are new things there.
I ALSO WANT TO GO ZOO!!
Anyone can bring me go?


Crystal's mum just msged!
She passed her stn 4!!
I'm so happy lo. She took almost a year to master stn 4. Like everything cannot do.
I'm still wondering how she managed her submersion. I wana see. Is it my teaching helps? Or the relief teacher.
Still, so happy her mum bothered to inform me. At least I'm not forgotten haha.
Crystal's a girl whom I always made her cry. Cause I harsh la. She everything don't want to do, so I forced her. Haha. =p
But. She still misses me. Silly girl. Truely touched.


Wow I did an incredible thing today.
But I shan't tell you to disgrace myself haha.
1st time I did this kinda stuff in my 22 years of life. I think it was just a chong dong.
I saw a handsome guy today. Really very shuai. Totally fits my ideal bf description haha.
Ok. Now for work update.
2 incidents happened today that made me go 'what the..?'
Firstly. Our bazzaar sales items are not for trying and so we did not set up mobile fitting rooms.
This lady, holding 2 pieces of clothings, asked me, "Can I go toilet and try?"
-_-??????? What do you think?
Next.
Customer: "Do you think this looks nice?"
Me: "Ya."
Customer: "How about that one?"
Me: "I think both looks nice."
Customer: "Really anot? Or are you saying this because you want me to buy the clothes?"
Me: "No la, this is not my company."
Customer: "Or you get paid? Got commission is it?"
Do you have the same reaction as me? Like '............................'.
I gave my views but she questioned the benefits behind it. And, I never heard before boutique shops got commission based. Not like roadshows.
Last note: I was glad that my legs doesn't hurt anymore. And it took a mere 1 week to get used to it. However when I reached home, only to realise my soles still hurt like mad!
Argh. Can't get to sleep well again tonight.


1st quarter was busy. Replenishing stocks.
2nd half onwards was bad. Nothing to do. Time CRAWLS. Really.
Then I have time to daydream.
What went through in my mind?
- what was I usually doing at this time (every hr I thought) on a saturday? My students..
- and what am I doing here? Standing so miserably
- conclusion: I hate sales job.
- I WANT TO BE A ST!!!!!


A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one you are thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.


Bright green shirt with bright pink tie.
Can still watch morning express? Will just faint.


Bright blue shirt with bright yellow tie.
Pink stripes shirt with dark green tie.
Omg.
What is mediacorp doing.


Really a bad one.
Anyway.
Met a nice uncle today!!!
Pardon mi.


12hours.
Broke my personal record of the longest hours of continuous standing.
My feet totally hurts like shit.
Below are what I saw (randomly):
- Pepperplus promotion items are for miniatures
- there are more slim people than plump people (s'pore sure do not have obesity problems)
- amongst the slim people majority have wonderful figures
- pretty mums (figures as good as or better than women who have not given birth)
- mums dote on their young ones to the max
- a few handsome guys (sadly all attached)
- pretty ladies almost everywhere
- why pretty gal want to be a lesbian?
- it felt so great to be called dear
- jewelery shops are always guarded by a 'shop guard' (duno whats the use)
- lee hwa jewelery has less than 10 customers a day (how to survive?!)
- poh heng jewelery has a lot of staffs and customers too (but their uniform kinda sucks?)
- some people don't go for cheap stuff
- male really looks weird handling female clothings


Worst than what anyone can imagine.
Its getting nowhere.
Why is it irreversible?!
I want to stop here and no more.
I am determined to go back to the past.


NOT ME AGAIN~!!!!!!!!!
Please allow me to
#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*(^%$#$%^&


I've been seeing words like 'I'm feeling good today' , 'So happy' , 'I'm happy' etc.
Then suddenly crossed my mind.
These words are never in my dictionary.
I've never felt these way before.
Am I hard to please?
Am I not easily contented?
Or did I just not meet anything to make me happy?
I envy you, I believe anyone out there had been happy before.
I want to have this feeling too.
How do I get it back?
Its been what seems like a decade.

Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie

Ingredients: 5 parts jealousy 3 parts crazyiness 1 part empathy

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!