Learn to love the challenges, and you will grow stronger.
Learn to love putting forth effort, and you'll find yourself becoming more capable and effective.
Learn to love making a positive contribution, and your life will grow richer.
Learn to love being around people who are different than you, and you'll gain many valuable new perspectives.
Learn to love discovering what you do not know, and your knowledge will greatly expand.
Learn to love truly listening, and your wisdom will increase.
Learn to love giving, and your life will be blessed.
Learn to love being thankful, and you'll know real abundance.
Learn to love the ordinary moments, and you'll find each day filled with warm golden treasures.
Learn to love simply being, and you'll rise to a whole new level of awareness.
Learn to love something about each day, and your days will bring rich fulfillment.
Learn to love, and you'll know how to live.


Wah so long since I blogged.
Many things happened, now can only blog briefly. Details forgotten.

1 Me no longer working at pepperplus. Found a permanent job at childcare centre. If nothing goes wrong, will be working there till I return to school next year.

2 Found another job. Can't reveal yet. But its really MARVELLOUS. Nature of job, not excellent. Payout of job, EXCELLENT. People in the job, EXCELLENT. I simply love it.

3 Health not improving still. Recent updates of appointments. 14/06 - TTSH, 16/06 - KKH, 18/06 - KKH, 19/06 - SGH. -_-


So they have saw me.
They have come thus far.
Some more than once.
Some I knew genuine care. Some maybe they care.
I am still trying to open my heart.
Its a rough patch of my life now.


Janice and Grace are nice people.


from another her:

and I am deemed as guo fen.
Well, well. How great.
Stay away from me lor. I'm just a stubborn piece of shit.


He who don't love me.
Officially ended.


to her:

Who tell you there's hatred inside me? Who tell you I don't know it and don't learn it?
I tell you there's NO hatred inside me and I know it I learn it.
(p/s: what's there for me to hate?? Please enlighten me.)

I was hesitating when you said I was demanding, then followed by your reason for saying. I tell you you are wrong. Do I ask for people to please me? And who had pleased me? My parents? Anyone else? My parents love me so they please me. If not, do they just chuck me aside seeing me sad?
(p/s: Please enlighten me who else are pleasing me. I would like to know.)

It's so easy to say. But do you know what is an illness? Talk to a person who had hallucination, 'There's no one following you, can you just get over it. Always paranoid about this and that. Come on, lead a happy and normal life, you are just imagining things.' And that's it? The person will just get over everything and recover and lead a normal life like you said?

I was shocked and sad and angry for you saying these. Now I know how you have been thinking. About me. Thanks, I know I don't have your support to my recovery. There's nothing more to talk about anymore.

I am terribly hurt, by you.


I hate it I hate it I hate it

Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie

Ingredients: 5 parts jealousy 3 parts crazyiness 1 part empathy

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!