&Looking for joy;
Thursday, May 3, 2007
to her:

Who tell you there's hatred inside me? Who tell you I don't know it and don't learn it?
I tell you there's NO hatred inside me and I know it I learn it.
(p/s: what's there for me to hate?? Please enlighten me.)

I was hesitating when you said I was demanding, then followed by your reason for saying. I tell you you are wrong. Do I ask for people to please me? And who had pleased me? My parents? Anyone else? My parents love me so they please me. If not, do they just chuck me aside seeing me sad?
(p/s: Please enlighten me who else are pleasing me. I would like to know.)

It's so easy to say. But do you know what is an illness? Talk to a person who had hallucination, 'There's no one following you, can you just get over it. Always paranoid about this and that. Come on, lead a happy and normal life, you are just imagining things.' And that's it? The person will just get over everything and recover and lead a normal life like you said?

I was shocked and sad and angry for you saying these. Now I know how you have been thinking. About me. Thanks, I know I don't have your support to my recovery. There's nothing more to talk about anymore.

I am terribly hurt, by you.

;11:05 PM


Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
3 parts crazyiness
1 part empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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    • WORDS TO PONDER - LOVE



    "You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."
    "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, its what you are expecting to give - which is everything."
    "Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you. Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you."
    "It was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
    "If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
    "The only abnormality is the incapacity to love."
    "A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."
    "The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find it them."