I'm totally useless.
Useless.
Useless.
Useless.
Just can't do anything right, can't accomplish anything.
Another reason to add to my list of hating myself.


Fen gave me a bookmark some time ago. I really love the words and I'm grateful for being loved like this. I shall pen it down.
The title: You are a friend of mine
You are beautiful my friend.
You know and accept me as I am - all of me, and I love you for that.
You have made me happy to be me, and I love life more because of you.

I can be myself with you and am very happy in knowing that we experience much of the same sensitivity to the world around us.
You always express how you feel to me, and so, I never afraid to do the same.
The meaning of our friendship is found in the joy celebrating it.

You will forever be part of me now for our souls have reached out and gently touched one another.
I will always love you, throughout my life, for you are a friend of mine.

*Take a breath* WOW. Why is there such a bookmark on the shelf. Its like specially pen for us. The words exactly described the amazing friendship that me and fen shared. I'm grateful for such a friend and I love her very much.

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Yesterday my manager sent me a msg.
'Hi Winnie, really looking forward to work closely with you. Our goal is to groom you to be a top producer this year'.
Shocked! Stunned! Speechless. Dazed awhile while looking at the msg.
Wah. Why me. There are so many outstanding ones in my batch, already closing deals adding to 30+K.
I guess maybe I'm still stuck here, so they need to give me a push.
Anyway, I'm also looking forward to work with them. They have officially invite me to join their team. So I'm no longer a lone worker.
They gave me work to do, guide me how to do. I'll work hard. I met the 1st gui ren this year. =)


Yea its the 1st day of 2008! (also duno why so excited la. Cos everyone like so high about beginning of a new yr so I oso high lor)
I shan't talk about resolutions first. Partly becos its always just SAY, in d end oso neva achieve anything. I wana talk about yesterday countdown!
It was really fun. I went to see the fireworks, and I tell you its really nice. Cannot compare with national day tat kind. So I reckon that once a yr, its ok to just go squeeze with the people, its for d atmosphere.
But then, indians are everywhere! Everywhere! They created havoc, purposely. And made lotsa noise, for the fun of it. Its really stupid, and they acted like they never seen fireworks before. And I tell you, I squeeze until I wana vomit from people sweaty smell + indian smell. *yuke*
After that, I went to watch I am Legend! Nice. I thought I would be tired, but no. Throughout I was so jing shen haha.
Ok, so who did I went out with yesterday? Wei ming, haha. 1 thing I must say, he's really a gentleman. From the moment we stepped into esplanade, he had his arms around me to make sure I wasn't being touched or pushed. I think his arms also quite tired in that position la. And when people pushed, its his arms that suffer.
He was so tired and slpy, but didnt give those 'yao si' look. He helped us to hail cab before he went back. And he really go all the way out to hail, stepped into the road in case those cabby didn't see us. Which I think, the attitude is like going all the way out to get smthg done.
Throughout that 9hrs, we chatted alot. Found out we had quite some things which are alike. He's a really nice guy yes. And with a very good sense of direction.

Her

Altimate moodswing cum stubborn ger
Age: Turning old
Love my parents.
Love children.
Love swimming.
Love to teach.
Love dancing.
Pessimistic.
Escape-ist.

My recipe

How to make a winnie

Ingredients: 5 parts jealousy 3 parts crazyiness 1 part empathy

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!