Sunday, September 7, 2008
2 things.
I'm so guilty. But there's nothing I can do. He also seem to ignore me already. But all the while I call them this, he call me that too. How I know he got gf le. If I knew I wouldnt even msg him. You know me, i dont stick to ppl who have gf 1. eg joe.
Then, I just ned to talk to someone abt this. Its disturbing me big time. And the mutual person, is UNCONTACTABLE.
3 times. I msg. Call. And msg again.
If you are busy at that time, i can understand. But after 3 attempts, from noon till night, still no response. Can anybody tell me why. Whatever excuse I can accept, is only if she forgot to bring her hp out.
1 msg, you may have no time to reply. The missed call. Usually if a person decided to call instead of sms, its of more importance right? and for the 2nd time you saw this person name appear, even if its not smthg damn urgent, you will also sense that the person wants to get in touch with you right?
The person msg again. I mean, normally you would reply right? Tell me under what circumstances you wont reply, ie you dont like the person? Yes, by your actions you are telling me this.
And to think I still bought you a bag when I go shopping just now. The 1st person I thought of is you. However I start to think a few minutes later. Why am I doing this. Is it worth it. I dont feel appreciated at all, then why I still treat you nice.
I dont know. And I dont know if I should still continue to get in contact with you. Even if I did, I think you will also think my actions are wrong. But whats done is done.
The bottomline. I'm still a 罪人.
;9:27 PM
